At
this point you're probably thinking "OK, what on earth is this about?
Why are they talking about tortoises playing tennnis?", well replace
'male tortoises' with 'men' and you'll be fine. The reason I'm talking
about tortoises playing tennis (or men depending on your level of
randomness) is because a year ago today, this sentence literally turned
my world upside down, this sentence made me stop and think "s**t this
really isn't going away, why can't I just be like everyone else", that
is what made me panic and realise that something I had been trying to
ignore, pretend was going to disappear with time actually wasn't
changing and wasn't going away. In my panic, because that's basically
the state I was in, I typed "not attracted to anyone" into my Google
search bar, I was absolutely convinced at that point that it was going
to come back with results saying that I was ill or a freak, but no; what
my search came back with left me stunned.